GOLDEN APPLES OF THE SUN lyrics

 

TALES OF THE ISLANDER

An ode to Walter Anderson

Tales of the islander

Tales of you and me

Floating on our raft

Down the Mother Mississippi

Caught myself a fever

Took a hospital stay

Tied some sheets together

Crawled down and was on my way

I was on my way

 

Let’s take to the water

Let our bodies roam free

No more taste or smell

No hear nor see

Then greet the morning star

As we dance along the beach

Embrace this mighty sunrise

As the cranes fly to meet it

Cranes rise to meet it

 

Birds call to me

They call - They call to me

They call so deep

Got to feel it all

No time for sleep

No time at all

When they call

They call to me

They call so deep

Got to feel it all

No time for sleep

No time at all

 

We found a paradise

And its own garden gate

Adam in a hat on a rowboat

Phosphorescence in the wake

The squall has passed

And we’re tied to the decay

One day may the hurricanes come

And carry us away

Carry us away

Waves call to me

They call - They call to me

They call so deep

Got to feel it all

No time for sleep

No time at all

When they call

They call to me

They call so deep

Got to feel it all

No time for sleep

No time at all

 

Give me a sunset

Of lilac, gold and green gray skies

I’ll give you spirals and zig zag lines

It’s the magic hour of a halcyon day

And all of mankind stands there

Barely awake

 

A full moon rising

On all of nature’s powers

Stars just observers

Of zinnias and moonflowers

We could bathe in the nullah of a gulf stream

Prowl like cats in the night

Then transform like moths

In a chrysalis of light

Chrysalis of light

 

Moths call to me

They call - They call to me

They call so deep

Got to feel it all

No time for sleep

No time at all

When they call

They call to me

They call so deep

Got to feel it all

No time for sleep

No time at all

When they call

 

A TURN UPON THE HILL

A turn upon the hill

As the sun reclines

I lie upon the grass

And your eyes meet mine

Then I run as fast

As my legs will carry me

From a camera’s lens

And a stranger’s plea

 

Can you see inside my soul

Can you make your body roll

Can you see inside me

 

Watching the world

From a warrior pose

Wondering what’s inside these clothes

A turn upon the hill

As the sun reclines

I lie upon the grass

And your eyes meet mine

 

Can you see inside my soul

Can you make your body roll

Can you see inside me

Inside me

Inside me

 

THE DOZENS

for Larry Levine

I had a few more questions

I never knew to ask

You were feeling downhearted

The last time we parted

With a shock of white hair

Life has changed a lot you know

And I’m kind of scared of that

It bottoms out in seconds flat

 

You said you had a good friend

He died so needlessly

Knocked over by a garbage truck

They threw him down

Then they picked him up

And your son was back home again

Your little boy and his children

He’s fighting off a mean disease

That’s killing off his faculties

 

Tell me a little joke

Let’s play the dozens

Say something about my mama

In a veiled quadrille round

I’m just a white girl from a segregated town

And I’m looking for some answers

That I haven’t found

 

I remember Memphis

Like it was yesterday

And a Ford station wagon

So full of us it was dragging

With your books in our grasping hands

We heard you speak

We made our plans

 

To hoist the flag and rule the world

All the hopes we had unfurled

 

Tell me a little joke

Let’s play the dozens

Say something about my mama

In a veiled quadrille round

I’m just a white girl from a segregated town

And I’m looking for some answers

That I haven’t found

 

I want to be just like you

I want to love first, I do

Look people in the eye

Make them feel good

Then I’ll make them think

Just like you would

 

Y’all were off on a night stroll

Down the capitol boulevards

You were emboldening another son

Of this grand nation

I would vote for you for president

But you’re floating with the butterflies

Soaring with the seagulls

Or the eagle as he takes the skies

 

Let’s eat some democratic soup

And Eastern Market cheese

Meals with you and Cornelia

Were my most precious memories

I don’t know what the hell to do

Please give me a little tap

Tell me I can take it

That I won’t bottom out in seconds flat

 

ABUELITA

I should have known why I loved

Driving through the cactus fields

Or wearing white leather gloves

Admiring the virgin

As she stands upon the moon

Waltzing behind a second line

Or harmonizing on gospel tunes

 

Abuelita underneath the trees

Of Costa Rica and her dark shored seas

They won’t tell me about you

They don’t want me to see

Abuelita you’re just like me

 

I do not have your mind

Nor your body

Nor your circumstance in time

But I feel something rising

Up through me like a song

It’s fragile and lovely

It’s powerful and strong

 

Abuelita underneath the trees

Of Costa Rica and her dark shored seas

They won’t tell me about you

They don’t want me to see

Abuelita you’re just like me

 

Oh grandmother

Did you have to say

Sometimes life

Well it just turns out that way

Waiting for a boy

Waiting for a train

Waiting on something to

Make you feel again

 

All of the girls

Lined up the stairs

Dressed like queens and princesses

With jewels in their hair

Wrapped up in old furs

You gave to us that night

We were the midnight fireworks

We blazed in a New Year sky

 

Abuelita underneath the trees

Of Costa Rica and her dark shored seas

They won’t tell me about you

They don’t want me to see

Abuelita you’re just like me

I’m just like thee

 

A LITTLE BIT OF MERCY

Time goes by so quickly now

On this freight train line

Through my hometown

There are days I wait for night to come

When I fall asleep just to wake again

 

Oh to walk beside an honorable man

Honey, sometimes I just do the best that I can

And you show me a little bit of mercy

Of mercy, of mercy

More than a little bit of mercy

 

Striving for that golden crown

Will He say well done

When the trumpet sounds

Standing where our fathers stood

We learn their ways to make them good

 

But where is the heart in an honorable man

Honey, sometimes you just do the best that you can

And I show you a little bit of mercy

Of mercy, of mercy

More than a little bit of mercy

 

Underneath this house of stones

A whole wide world beckons us on

To leave behind the walls and doors

Windows, ceilings and floors

Let us breathe in mountains

Breathe out sun

For ourselves and this race we run

 

If you’ll show me a little bit of mercy

Of mercy, of mercy

More than a little bit of mercy

And I’ll show you a little bit of mercy

Of mercy, of mercy

More than a little bit of mercy

 

THE GREAT UNKNOWN

Just get in there

Gas up the car

If you’re gonna go

You’ll need fuel for the road

But if you stay

Forget the past

Things that haunt you

They never last

Oh but can they last

Just one more day

Somebody light a candle

Light my way

 

Like those two who crawled out

From the devil’s claws

And then they saw the stars

From the center of the Earth

Or crashing through the atmosphere

The answer unclear

Though written in stone

And when those break

There’s nothing but the great unknown

 

It was a long wait

And a walk down an aisle

He placed his hands on my head

And said “Bless you, my child”

Sweet chrism crossed

And incense burned

Throughout the ages Amen was heard

Are we fools who stay our fear

Declaring one desire most dear

 

Like those two who crawled out

From the devil’s claws

And then they saw the stars

From the center of the Earth

Or crashing through the atmosphere

The answer unclear

Though written in stone

And when those break

There’s nothing but the great unknown

 

Teachers line up in rows

To tell me things I already know

As I separate the wheat from the chaff

Until there’s no wheat

No laughter left

The sun and moon have disappeared

Might some light enter here?

 

Like those two who crawled out

From the devil’s claws

And then they saw the stars

From the center of the Earth

Or crashing through the atmosphere

The answer unclear

Though written in stone

I am afraid of the great unknown

 

THE WILD ROSE

Compiled from the poems The Wild Rose by Wendell Berry and The Light Wraps You by Pablo Neruda, musical arrangement by CH

When you are hidden from me

When I cannot feel the beating of my heart

Walk me where wild things grow

Where grace and light surround me

 

There I’ll see my wild, wild rose

Ablaze in all her glory

Choosing what before I chose

The blessings of God’s bounty

 

Light wraps you as you stand

Oh sacred stem in mortal flame

Great roots of night they grow

The things that hide come out again

 

Come to me my wild, wild rose

Ablaze in all your glory

Choosing what before I chose

The blessings of God’s bounty